It's been a lot of a roller coaster ride lately and I have no idea where the brakes are. I've had my mind all over the place and I can't seem to stop and take a step back to think and try to organize all my thoughts. Even right now, I have my thoughts all over the place, making typing this down next to impossible.
I'm turning 21 in 3 months, and I don't think I want a party. Well, I DON'T THINK I WANT ONE, because at the end of the day, I'm still a girl. Sparkly stuff, and presents and balloons and lots and lots of alcohol makes me a very happy girl.
I'd love to have a really nice ballroom, with helium filled balloons in black. I'd love sparkly decorations and a table that's filled as high as possible with lots of presents (not the shit ones that people get for the sake of getting it and not because they think you'll use it or would look good on you.) I actually want presents that I WANT. get it? Like on a wishlist. I'd like to look great in a real sparkly gold or black dress, but i'll just look disgusting because i'm a fat blob of disgusting. I want alcohol, lots of alcohol, alcohol that's so much that it can get every single individual drunk. I'd love a cute date. That won't hurt.
And this, though I know no one reads this, is my wishlist for my 21st birthday. (Singapore will snow if I even get one out of everything here.)
- A rose gold Michael Kors watch.
- Issey Miyake pleats please! perfume
- Paris Hilton Perfume
- Dr. Martens (In floral or black, or actually any colour)
- Creepers
- Dorothy Perkins Gift Card
- Marc Jacobs watch
- Topshop Gift Card
- Sephora Make up (like foundation, concealor, powder, all that - the full set)
- An all paid trip. HAHAHAHA
- A cute boyfriend. LOL.
& maybe find love? LOL. I make that seem like walking into a shop and buying it. Who am I kidding.
