Penis

Honestly, I really hate being lied to. Sure, I lie too, but to my parents. I hate it when other people lie to me, especially when I've been nothing but completely honest. I don't lie about the kind of person I am, I don't care what people think once they know who I really am, because the people who matter, they don't care. They accept me for who I am, and that's the best for me.

Whoever else, please just refer to the picture. Kbye.

Titanium

Would you be shocked if the last person you kissed texted you right now?

- HAHAHA, not really. 

Which of your friends would you be most likely to get arrested with?:
- Arrested? HAHA! Would be Janeni, Kavinash and Shanmugam. cousins, and we do the craziest fucking shit together.

Was 2009 a good year for you?:
- I don't remember it, so if i don't remember it, it probably sucked. haha.

How many different colors has your hair been?:
- black, blonde, brown.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?:
- Eh, last week?

Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week?:
- I would rather go forward a week.

Who was the last person to text you?:
- Janeni

What were you doing at 7:30 last night?:
- opening the door for my mother.

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?:
- One.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?:
- HAHA, omg yes.

Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?:
- She is smoking hot.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?:
- Yes, as long as the other person is single too.

Has your name been in someone's status lately?:
- erm, nope.

What did you do today?:
- Study, hockey, study

Will next friday be a good one?:
- I hope tomorrow will be a good one.

Have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone on your close friends of the opposite gender?:

- Yup

When was the last time you were told your cute?:
- I don't remember

Have you dated the person you texted last?:
- I date her all the time! :D

Say your last ex walks up to you and hugs you, what do you say?:
- ask him wtf?

Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home?:
- out, but i have an overbearing uptight dad that has like a stick up his arse, so i don't have a choice but to stay at home.

Has a boy/girl put their arm around you the past 5 days?:
- yes

Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?:
- I don't do that anymore. Now i just wake up, shower, then sit and check my phone

Who can you tell anything & everything to?:
- Janeni 

What are your plans for your next birthday?:
- it's my 21st, but i don't plan on doing anything.

Who was the last person you had a conversation with and what about?:
- I am having conversations with a few people right now. haha.

How is life going for you right now?:
- meh

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?:
- No one NEEDS to know the truth, everyone just WANTS to know the truth.

What is your favorite fruit?:
- strawberries, have always been, will always be.

Have you met anyone new lately?:
- Yup

Do you give out second chances easily?:
- yes, a bit too easily

Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?:
- I LOVE HUGS.

Best thing that happened to you this week?:
- nothing. haha. literally nothing.

One thing you're looking forward to?:
- The weekend where im going to work!

Do you think anyone out there loves you?:
- I guess?

fml.

This is depressing.

Losing my phone was one thing, then my mother keeps giving me the "eat shit and die" face which fucking sucks because i don't know what i did or didn't do to make her give me that damn face.

& then it feels like she doesn't actually want me to take up this poly course because of idk what reasons. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


fucking kill me la please.

this one's on me.

So, my iphone 4 is gone. taken by someone who promises to return it to me, but i don't see it ever coming back, actually. It sucks to the core, but I don't know. I am honestly hoping that he would return it to me because my whole bloody life is in there, and its pretty damn depressing without it, actually. so yeah. heh.

i really really want my phone back :( I LOVE IT SO MUCH, and it's depressing the fuck out of me. I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to do anything, i just want to sit on my bed till i get my phone back. fml.

& i miss prahlad, so much, but i don't know. can't really do or say anything, or contact him at all. so fuck it. ARGH. kill me.

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

you would find,

• a huge make up pouch
• my perfume
• wallet
• ez-link
• phone
• ipod
• extra set of ear piece
• an extra pair of earrings
• tissue
• hand sanitizer
• wet wipes
• and junk

:)

Day 24- A letter to your parents

Dear mum,

thanks for being there for me, and it took me about my whole secondary school life to actually realize how much you care for me, even though it was usually tough love. I used to despise you in secondary school because of how much you controlled me, and made me do things i didn't want to do, and the housework, and i never had time for myself.

But now, i'm usually more than willing to do it, because you never hesitate to give me money when I want or need it, you never deprive me of things I want, and you respect me a lot because I don't waste your money, I seldom ask you for things, and you love the fact that I hate using the aircon most days.

Yeah you have your moments, and you scream at me sometimes, which make me yell at you again, and there are days where you really just make me so angry, but ultimately, I know you love me, and i'm grateful for that.

Dear Dad,

You have anger management issues, and you need to get help, because your sense of humor isn't funny, and it's just sick. k bye.

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

• I crave for love a lot, so I usually find it in all the wrong places.
• Gummies. I love love love gummies, they're just heavenly, and makes me forget.